Copy of a letter about Celia Green's early life
Of course unusual
factors have to be present for anyone to set up an organisation for doing
academic research outside of a university, but the unusual factor is not an
interest in some particular kind of psychological phenomenon, nor even in
psychology at all, but my state of alienation from society resulting from a
ruined education, resulting from unusual precocity.
As a result of this
precocity, I was from a very early stage of my life at odds with society and
subject to socially received views of my position which were inversions of what
was the case. It was, throughout, more or less universally assumed that my
father was pushing me, when actually he was holding me back. And I was not
wishing to spend my time in any other way than taking exams as fast as possible
as young as possible because I was spontaneously and autonomously ambitious at
a very early age (if ‘ambitious’ is taken to mean ‘wanting to make the optimal
use of one’s abilities in acquiring qualifications at one’s own pace, in order
to maximise one’s claim on the sort of career and lifestyle which one needs to
have’).
Recently I have been
invited to join an international association for very high IQs, considerably
more exclusive than Mensa. I met two people from it
and went over my early life for them. They agreed that the age at which I was
found reading indicated an IQ considerably higher than 180. (One of them used
the word ‘astronomic’.)
It is quite likely
that the educations of many people with IQs over about 170 are ruined because
of the inappropriateness of the time scale on which they are conducted, apart
from the hostility which they arouse in those around them, including those who
have the power to make decisions about what they are to be allowed to do. But
in my case the precocity factor was extremely great.
So I have to say
explicitly that when I was thrown out at the end, with a second class degree in
maths and no research scholarship; that is to say, with no usable qualification
at all with which to make a career; it was not actually the case that I could
not do research or teach perfectly satisfactorily in a wide variety of
subjects, including maths and physics.
This only starts to
define the position, because I am subject to so many automatic assumptions
being made that it takes me a long time to dismiss them, let alone get round to
stating what is really the case. And I cannot expect people to read long
letters. So this will have to do as a first instalment, and I hope to write
again later.